So I have been a little under the weather, sick, nauseous and tired and cranky and moody and tired and cranky. I have been unable to follow a thought to the end of a sentence, my brain has turned to mush and I am hungry ALL THE TIME! I am teary one minute and rage filled next.
We have been keeping a big big secret from everyone:
Yep. You guessed right.
I am pregnant.
Due to hatch in Spring- (early October.)
I forgot that saying the words "I am pregnant" will make most women particularly those with children burst into tears and squeal at the same time.
I forgot how people really are genuinely excited for us. (So many people have said I really hoped you would have another)
I forgot that going to that first ultrasound at 12 weeks -ish is way more emotional than I remembered as it is proof there really is a baby in there and its got 10 fingers and toes we could see them!!
I forgot that feeling of having to tell people that you are pregnant when they have tried and tried for so long and your heart breaks for them and you wish they could be pregnant with you.
It was nice to be able to tell people our news last weekend when their was so much sadness I didn't even mind people touching my belly and crying.
Yes, Busy is beside herself. The baby will apparently be: sleeping in her bed, she will hold it all the time but may let Grandma hold it for a little while when she comes to visit . Busy will change its nappy if it is a girl, she "doesn't know about boy bits" and she will come to the hospital when it comes out. ( NO!)
Look at those little toes up there. We are excited to be getting some off those ( and the rest of ) in our house. I bought this when I found out and when it arrived Busy and I made ooooorrrrrrhhhhhh noises at it's tiny size. It is so little.
Exciting times ahead. x